I've decided to take better care of myself. Mentally, physically, emotionally--I've been injuring myself on all of those levels. (I could start by going to bed earlier instead of writing, but I'll just let that one slide...)
When I started anew over the summer I promised to allow myself to be happy and not to depend on others for my happiness, for I am the only one that can make me happy. I can decide to be or not to be and dammit, I've spent too much time in my life being unhappy. I'm done. I know that life has its ups and downs, but I'm going to go out in the world and create some ups for myself. I quit my job. That was step one. Here we go. Get a new job and start a new independent woman lifestyle. This is what I need. I need to be with myself for awhile. Live my life...nothing holding me back...just be myself.
Tomorrow is a new day and tomorrow night I get to spend time with the girls that I've been friends with for 15 years. Life is a beautiful thing and I don't intend to waste it.

"my oldest friend"